(via suicide-is-my-father)
I am really not okay right now. Like, not at all. I’m really going crazy. It feels like my head is going to explode. My heart aches. Actually, everything aches. How do you stop yourself from thinking? I wish my thoughts would be quiet. I wish my head could stop replaying everything you said and the moments we shared. I don’t want to see or hear that crap. I want it to go away. How do you get away from your own thoughts? How can you save you from yourself?
I miss you,
And not in a “it’s one in the morning, I’m so lonely, looking through old pictures” kind of way.
I miss you,
In a “my friends are all laughing, and so am I, but somehow you still haven’t left my mind” kind of way.
I miss you,
And not in a “someone asked me how you were today and I realized I didn’t know the answer” kind of way.
I miss you,
In a “nobody has brought you up in months, but I still tell stories about you” kind of way.
I miss you,
And not in a “it’s Valentine’s Day and I’m alone” kind of way.
I miss you,
In a “you did well on a test and I want to be the first person you tell” kind of way.
I miss you. I don’t just miss the idea of you. I miss you.
I don’t feel alive anymore
(via coffeeandciqarettes)
@ august please be a little gentle with me I’m so tired
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